Moving myself

I am quite stable today. I have made a decision as to what I am going to focus my life upon during this time to come. And I am stable in my decision. I know that I will go through with it.

The decision is to make music and to study law. Those are my decisions. I will also focus on my blogging in terms of equal money for all and in terms of my personal process. And I will also focus upon SRA.

So there will be lot's of shit going on in my life. And I will see how I will be able to cope with it and move myself as these points. I see that there is lot's to be done. And as I have spent most of my life in apathy and lazyness it's very cool to finally have some direction in my life, to finally have a purpose as to what the hell it is that I am going to do. I am going to support life. I am going to support equality with all means nessecary.

The first point that I consider in terms of making my music production more effective is to get a stationary computer. This is something that I will do when I get home. I will also focus upon getting myself a job when I got home. And selling my drums.

At long term I will focus upon getting a effective studio in which I can make music in. I place this goal as long term as I do not have the sufficient money and the financial stability to persue this goal now. At first I must stabilize myself financially in the matrix. And this will be done through getting a weekend job.

As with everything else. How to deal with these points and be effective within these points are consistency of movement and application. Moving forward everyday, with tireless patience. At the same time not moving forward without thought. Meaning, without reflection and insight. Because of the application is inneffective, then consistency will not help.

The application must be effective. And applied consistently. This is how one moves the matrix and how one creates ones own world. And through this application I will get me a job, I will set up my studio, I will study and take the law-degree.

This will be a process of pushing through resistances and lazyness. This will be a process of testing myself as my words to see if I stand or if I still allow myself to be directed by energies. At the moment I am quite, hopeful, or, excited in terms of the prospect of getting out in the matrix with specific goals and one by one making them materialize in my world. It will be a enjoyable prospect.

So first point as I get home, is to arrange me a new computer. Second point is to take up my education. We'll, I will deal with this in the moment and take the points on and from there move myself in breath until the point is here.