Direction 2

So,
Fascinating to see how this process is moving. I am here and I am moving myself and facing myself in every moment of breath. Not accepting and allowing myself to deviate. I am here and I have had enough of this shit. I will stand up.
Fascinating to see Ann’s video. It truly shows that things are actually changing. I didn’t think that Ann was actually going to shave her hair. I thought she would fall on that point. And when she finally did. I thought that she didn’t do it unconditionally. But needed a reason to do it. But hearing her video. It’s cool to see what she has been going through and what she has considered and so on.
To see her experessing herself was fascinating. Her expression after the hair-shave was different. More direct, more alive than her expression before the hair-shave. Such a simply point of letting go of the self-definitions created through how we look can be so assisting.
In my process I am facing undefined and quite uncomfortable energies. I am also practicing expanding myself within my body through breath. Because I notice my body contorts at certain points. This is when I am having a unconcious reaction. The solution I have found is to breath and expand myself as my breath in my body and through that force my muscles to relax. It’s like I breath life into my body and when that life gets here my body relaxes and my muscles let go.
It’s fascinating to see the community around the process. I have not considered or seen this community as clear as I do now. I truly enjoy all the people involved in this community. I enjoy what they stand as. I enjoy their honesty with who they are. I enjoy their expression and intimacy with themselves. I enjoy their dedication and their realness. That they are actually out to do something that will have an effect upon everything within this world. I am glad to be a part of this movement and glad to get the oppurtunity to stand up and direct myself.
I have taken upon the point to be the driving principle of the equal money system in sweden. I will stand as the example of self-movement in terms of bringing out the attention that is required to be given out. It won’t be a huge problem. And it will not take much of time. I will focus upon writing, vlogs and music and through that bring attention to this change. I will also build up my name as a brand and as a something to be recognized. Because having fame in this world will make it much easier for me to get this message across. And I have let go of the idea to build my fame upon music. Music will simply be a tool through which I communicate certain words. It’s not of any importance.
What will make me famous will be the words I write, the words I stand as. It will just be a matter of placing these words on the internet. And then getting these words to be seen. Which is something that I am working upon in terms of how I am going to do this.
Yesterday I decided how to shape my music videos. They are going to be black with only the words. All my songs are going to be in swedish from here on. I also decided that I was only going to use guitar and that is to make my songs more simple. I see that I still resist making simple and bad songs. Lol. I still want to become famous and have my music be recognized as something fantastic.
That is why I am wavering in simply doing my music quick and effectively and without paying to much attention to how they sound. It will simply be something that I place on youtube anyway, and also might place downloads. If there is a demand I can place them to be bought. But their main purpose will be to draw attention to the message.
And I won’t need perfect quality for that. I will need reasonable quality. Electric instruments are cool. I will aim at doing about one song every week. I will keep everything simple so that my recording time is cut down. I wont try to be or do anything fancy that takes long time.
I will sell my base, and only my guitar is going to be so called real instrument. All other instruments I will add electronically. For purposes of practicality.
What I am going to push also is swedish vlogs about our current money system. But I don’t want to do them yet. I still want to prepare myself. And I will prepare myself through writing. Then after a while as I feel I am getting stable in my words in terms of the equal money system I will start with these. But at the moment writing in swedish, and music, and also private vlogs will have highest priority. It’s what I will focus my time upon.
Today I am having my relaxing day. So today I won’t move myself as hectically. I will watch a movie and I will write today.
To write down my plans like these in specifity truly assists me and structures my movement in terms of what it is that I must do. I get a picture when I do it. I can see the whole picture and see the practicality of why I am doing the things that I am doing. The practicality of doing music is to draw attention through entertainment. At the same time expose the words of the message.
The practicality of writing and a blog is to place the message out there.
The practicality of branding my name is to make me famous. And thus expand my influence in the matrix. And in this support myself to be able to support the equal life party to be effectively implemented.
So, those are my focus points. I am getting much more clear within myself thanks to this writing.
The thing that I feel I haven’t pushed enough is my vlogging. Which I have been slacking because I have felt like I haven’t had anything good to say. And I honestly have no idea what to speak about in terms of the equal money system, or my process. I am quite empty. The things I have spoken about so far has been quite cool to speak about. But in relation to my life I have no real experience that I want to share. There is like nothing of real importance going on in relation to my life. Maybe I must learn to simply pick subjects to speak about and then speak about them. And maybe I am not supposed to do personal vlogs anymore at this time as I have nothing more to speak about.
I don’t know. I will push me to do a vlog and as I do the vlog. I’ll see what comes up in the moment of doing the vlog.
Focusing upon the equal money system. I want to focus upon law. That is my focus point. So a cool video might be. What is law and how is it used to defend the rich?
That I don’t know really. I have no clue actually as to how our law system functions and how it is set up to keep the rich from not loosing their possesions. Stealing is against the law. Yet, stealing is also premoted by the law.
I mean, yes okay I have no clue at all as to how the law functions. I will have to read some books on this subject to get a clue on how the law functions. This is the point that I am going to take on. The swedish law. And I will see how this law is set up and how benefits from such a law. What are the loop-holes of such a law. Why is there such a law to begin with?
I see the common sense now of adding electronic instruments to my songs. If the purpose of making the songs is to attract viewers. The purpose is entertainment. Then the most common sensical approach is to make the songs into their fullest expression. Where they express, or where they draw the most attention. That is the practicality of adding electronic instruments. Practicality of adding electric bass instead of my bass, is that the electric bass sound better. Thus it supports the intention and reason for why I am making my music.
So it is to see and value what I do according to the intention and the reason I have placed for myself. In terms of music that is to generate attention, it is to generate views, it is to generate peoples like and make them interessted. And thus all that supports this reason is what I must implement in my music. And all that which doesn’t support this is what I am going to remove. More instruments make music more interessting. Thus raising the entertainment level. And it supports me starting point.
With vlogs, what is my starting point with vlogs, why am I doing vlogs. I dov logs to articulate and express my realizations of the equal money system. I do vlogs to make others realize and see the benefits and the obvious common sense with a equal money system. I want people to see my point. I want my point to be placed as simple as possible and in a short amount of time. I want the point to be undeniable and very fast placed. So that all hearing my interview can’t say that it isn’t so.
I must start my research again in terms of researching this money system. I haven’t done sufficient research and I have not yet a sufficient understanding of how our current money system operates.
Okay, so my purpose is quite well placed and planned. I am now to live it in self-discipline and self-commitment. The starting point of this being. To implement a money system that is to the benefit of everyone. To end all abuse in relation to money.

So that is what I have to place about myself at the moment. I don’t know what more there is to write or place down. Not much. I am breathing. I am moving. And there isn’t much more than that going on within me. Except some reactions popping up here and there.
The decision to give me a purpose is the best thing I have done. It’s so cool to live for something bigger than me. It’s so cool to have a purpose because within having a purpose. Well my life actually have meaning. I am not just sitting around waiting that something is going to happen. I have actually decided that this equal monetary system is going to become implemented in sweden. And I will considred all the points nessecary for such a system to be implemented.
It will require lot’s of planning. Lot’s of things must be taken into consideration if I am going to get this to work. A priority is to begin to speak and make videos in swedish. Yet, how to attract swedish attention. The swedish people blend in with the english people. I see that facebook is very important. Might be that the new channel. Well the new channel is actually nessecary. Both a swedish and a english channel is needed. I can’t simply have one. With my swedish channel I am going to focus upon drawing attention of swedish people. Social internet living. That will be done through commenting. Making videos. Showing myself. Though it’s not nessecary to go into that stage at the moment. At the moment vlogs will not be pre-dominant. Or maybe they will. I won’t exclude vlogs. If I am really honest with myself vlogs does, and actually have a big part in moving this point. I must simple push myself to write more about this system and expand my understanding of our current system so that I will be able to have something to speak about.
And then I can challenge myself to do videos both in english and in swedish. So that both my channels are moving forward. Aiming to do. 1 english vlog a week, one swedish vlog a week, and one song a week. That will be my aim.
Or one swedish vlog a week. One english vlog a week. And one song every two weeks.
Anyway, the swedish channel I will coreeleate with my wordpress. And I will make them very closely together. Speaking about the subjects that I take up and write about. I want to expand my subjects that I am writing about. So the topic I will take is law. Though, might not be law. I am not sure about what I am going to take as my next point to research and write about.
Okay, so anyway. That is enough of writing about my direction. I will develop my direction as I move myself. And as I expand myself in my writing and self-forgiveness.