Enjoying my day

Another day has passed. Very slowly as I have spent most of my day lying in my room. Writing, applying self-forgiveness. Walking out to buy food. I very much enjoyed and entire day of being isolated with myself in my room. Having no internet as been quite joyful. And I have noticed that when you don't have internet you don't have any escape from yourself at all. And the only that is to be done when the shit hits the fan is to sit down and do your writing and do your self-forgiveness.

And today I have applied exstensive, exstensive forgiveness on fear. Fuck you fear is my statement. Fuck all fear. Fuck all limitation. Self-expression for all. Fuck the nature of survival. Let's live and have fun. That is why I am applying self-forgiveness, and why I am being very consistent and determined with this application. I have decided to take this fear point on once and for all and fully transcend it in all areas of my life. I am just so fucking sick of all energetic reactions of fear. And I have lied all other points to the side. In terms of self-forgiveness. To only focusing upon this. Until I reach a point of satisfaction. And at the moment I have reached somewhat a point of satisfaction. There are still some points that I am not satisfied with and that I will continue on tomorrow. But for the greater part. My self-forgiveness have been effective.

Tomorrow my dad is coming and dumping a computer here. I will then have a entire computer dedicated to making music and films. Which will be fun and something I will play around with. This computer will be the school computer. It's not fit for making music. And it's not fit for editing films with. My room is quite small so I'll see how I am going to design the space here. So that everything will fit nicely. I don't think I'll have a problem. This school computer I can have on the go at all times and use outside my room. And then i´ll use the other computer when I am in my room.

I had a chat with Anna today also. I feel like I am making progression in terms of setting the principle for the agreement. It's taking shape very nicely and the way I am going to walk this agreement is getting more, and more clear. Me and Anna we wrote about our experiences. And Anna cleared some points. And I clarified some words and expressions, a direction for the agreement. It was very cool. Communication and placing words in writing is the key to walking a agreement. Just as it is the key to walking your own life. Place it all down in writing. And in words you´ll find the most effective expression there is. The most effective expression for everyone that is involved.

And now the clock is about 00.00. And I have already written huge amounts of letters today. So I am going to stop here. It's been a cool today. I enjoyed it.

Bye